The other day I was told that my blog does nothing more telling is true it told nothing.
Just an accumulation of daily snapshot.
A deadline coming Feb. 7, when I had to have surgery under general anesthesia to make me remove the gallbladder, which made me suffer too long.
Since that date had been asked how I felt the urge to store, sort, wash, throw, give the same impulse that came over me when a new baby was going to enlarge our family. A lot of emotion, anxiety, joy, grief, stress, fear of novelty, pain ...
So I made a bubble to me refocus and wait in the greater peace of mind.
the day arrived, I went, and I'm self confident.
The moment I entered the operating room pre closed my eyes and did nothing but answer the same questions: "how you call, when you were born, who your surgeon, and you come to what, I have to answer these questions a good twenty times !
I have opened the eyes and settled on the operating table and immediately closed. I heard the surgeon, someone asked me how my children, how old they were and ...
... and I woke up in another room with a pipe in his mouth and heard someone who said: "hey hello." Then a lady beside me vomited and then they gave me in my room I cried, recovering Nicolas who was waiting for me.
The night was rough, I vomited, I was alone and very sore.
I could go out tomorrow as I expected, too bad, too tired.
I left the next day with some apprehension, which today is always in the back of my head.
It's been 10 days since all this happened and I handed out the nose today.
I always feel that my feet do not touch the ground, my head is no longer attached to my neck, fatigue is pervasive, it's weird. I feel numb. I also feel that nothing will ever be, why I do not know.
I try somehow to get on with my life ... and this blog also
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